How Come It's Always Me?
!!TRIGGER WARNING!!
Just another messed up kid on the Internet
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DO NOT SAY IT IS FUCKING STUPID IF SOMEONE SELF-HARMS AND DO NOT SAY A PERSON HAS NO REASON TO BE DEPRESSED OR NO REASON TO HAVE AN EATING DISORDER, WHAT YOU ARE SAYING IS HIGHLY IGNORANT AND HURTFUL.
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35683) My family barely has any money, and every time I purge our food, I am overwhelmed by self hatred. Someone else could have eaten and appreciated it, but instead, I wasted it. I just don’t know how to stop.
35688) I can’t even remember the last time I enjoyed a meal without feeling guilty about it.
35691) Oh my gosh I should write a book on how to make it look like you’re keeping your shit together. Like I’m literally of the “happiest, cheeriest, most responsible, intelligent, outgoing and handsome people”. All my friends are extremely depressed and nobody has any idea of how much self loathing, hatred and sadness lies within me. But nobody really cares enough.
35698) Every time someone surprises me with food, I panic so much. I know they mean well but that wasn’t in the plan and you can’t make me eat it. I feel like I’m such an ass for throwing gifts away.
35700) I have an ED and never once was I influenced by the media, models, celebrities, barbies, or diet ads. I was influenced by my family, school, and the overwhelming desire to be perfect.